Expectations and Dissapointments...

I have faced a cycle of this always in reference to my relationships with others. People's expectations from me, and their opinion of my expectations from them is so different from what I believe. I have always been a person who will call you or contact you when I truly feel like, not when I feel that it's a courtesy to call. And, I expect the same from you. I expect that people who are close to me will not "count" how many times they called or I called. I don't remember if I ever myself complaint anybody about being too busy to call. I have had friends who did, and either they slowly understood, or those relationships failed.
May be I am too unsuited for what a "social" relationship means today. I probably cannot change myself, because whenever I tried to, I felt as if I am "faking" to be something which I am not.... But, may be I can force myself occasionally, because, there are some relations you cannot afford to fail.

the curves of Ellora

We had a trip to the Ellora caves this weekend. No need to say it was amazing... One thought kept coming to my mind seeing those sculptures. Who were these men who could so reveal the beauty of a human body! According to me, Ellora is not about hinduism, buddhism, or any of the stories of Gods that the caves tell. It is about the art of creating sculptures that could speak beauty, both in the expression of face, and more so in the curves of a body.